when i was little and had just come back from iran, i didnt speak english and i remember in my pre school class, i refused to sit on the ground with the other kids because in iran only servants sit on the ground lol i seriously thought they were crazy people for sitting on the ground
when i went to kindergarten, i wanted to be in the pm class because i liked to sleep late but my teacher said i should be in the am class because thats where all the dark haired children were and id fit in better, after working in like 4 different kindergarten classes i kinda realized that the head teacher is always a mean psycho on a power trip, and i think my own kindergarten teacher was no exception
in kindergarten i didnt like to participate in all the dancing singing circle times (i know, why so serious, i was like that for a while as a kid) and one day we were doing ring around the rosy and id do everything but the we all fall down part ( i know i knowww, i still thought the ground was dirty, and the idea of purposly laying on it boggled my mind) anyway, so everyone went down and then when they came up this boy jumped up and was like "I JUST LOOKED UNDER YOUR DRESS!!" and i could understand him but i didnt know how to say anything back so i just stared at him in a serious way and walked a few steps away and awaited the next round of crazy song and dance
in 1st grade there was this kid named ian, and he always tried inviting himself over to my house and i was always like, uh i have to ask my mom, but reallyy i just didnt like hanging out with people outside school coz i always had more fun playing by myself, anyway this kid wiped a bugger on my hand one day as a sign of affection, tsk tsk, anyway one day he told me he was coming over to my house that day and i was like i dont think my mom will be ok with that, and he said he just saw my mom in the office and asked her and she said yes and the rest of the day i was like gd it nooooo why would you stab me in the back like this mommmyyy, but really he had jsut made that up, my mom had my back
when i was like 10, we used to go jump on my neighbors trampoline and one night we were laying on it we kept seeing shooting stars and i thought they were aliens so i ran inside and typed up a letter to president clinton detailing the events surroinding the sightings on our windows 95 computer and then i also drew a picture in ms paint of the aliens landing to further illustrate my point, then after we were done i realized i didnt even know how to use the internet, and im not even sure if we had internet so we werent able to send out that emergancy letter out, i loved those days
ive got a bunch of other stories, but i was reminded of one of those today and then typing one out reminded me of the others haha, peace out
this is what im listening to now:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9gbJM0x7qA
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
what the beep you guys
i was trying to find out what the girls hand sign meant in the tv show rome, when she did it behind her back so i went to google and clicked a site and read:
"Manuela, now 23, was first introduced to vampirism and the Goth lifestyle at age 16, when she ran away to London and met up with a secret colony of blood drinking satanists in that city's north side. Soon, she hooked up with lover Daniel Ruda, another would-be vampire and satanist. The two got married in a satanic ceremony and went to live in Germany, taking up the dark Goth lifestyle there.
Manuela and Daniel Ruda and their many Goth friends gave the El Diablo hand sign back and forth as a sign of recognition. It was a sign indicating their love and worship of their Master, Lucifer. It also signified their hatred of everything good."
and i was like, what the beep, what kind of LARP site is this, and then ir ead on and i was like, wait a minute, this is real? and so then i googled the name and i got:
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/germany/1383474/Last-kiss-as-Satanist-killers-are-locked-up.html
Last kiss as Satanist killers are locked up
By Toby Helm in Bochum, western Germany
Published: 12:01AM GMT 01 Feb 2002
TWO satanists who stabbed a friend to death because they said the devil told them to grinned mockingly at their victim's parents yesterday before being sent to secure psychiatric units.
Daniel Ruda, 26, and his wife Manuela, 23, who said she learnt about satanism in England and Scotland, were committed for 15 and 13 years respectively. Both stared blankly ahead as sentence was passed at Bochum, western Germany.
Judge Arno Kersting-Tombroke said they had committed a "terrible crime" in murdering their friend, Frank Hackert, 33, by stabbing him 66 times.
But he said the accused were "humans not monsters". Society had a duty to try to cure them of their severe mental disorders.
Manuela Ruda's final gesture was to make a satanic sign with her little and index fingers and inch-long black nails. Mr Hackert's parents sat holding hands opposite the killers.
Daniel Ruda, a car parts salesman, and Manuela, had admitted the killing, but said they were not responsible because they were acting on the devil's orders. "Kill, sacrifice, bring souls," was how they described the command.
The couple said they had chosen "Hacki", as they called him, for sacrifice because he was "so funny and would be the perfect court jester for Satan".
Throughout the trial, the Rudas showed off, appearing in outlandish costumes, flashing their devil-horn signals and threatening witnesses.
Daniel Ruda did the same yesterday, drawing gasps from a packed public gallery. The first clue to the crime was contained in a letter that Manuela wrote to her mother shortly after the killing. "I am not of this world," she said. "I must liberate my soul from the mortal flesh."
Her mother went to the police and accompanied officers to the couple's flat in Witten, western Germany, on July 9 last year. The shutters were closed and the lights were not working. But the police could see blood spattered over the bedroom walls.
In the bathroom there was a black and white poster of hanged women. Skulls, scalpels stained with blood, vampire teeth and coloured contact lenses lay scattered around. On the floor in the main room was a great deal of blood and a coffin in which Manuela sometimes slept.
The body of Mr Hackert, a former colleague of Daniel Ruda, lay among the chaos. Besides having been stabbed 66 times, his arms and face had been savaged with a machete.
A scalpel was lodged in his stomach and next to it was a pentagram cut into the skin. A note, which police believe was a death list of 15 intended victims, was found near his body.
The judge said the couple met three years ago after Daniel Ruda put an advertisement in a lonely hearts column. It said: "Vampire seeks princess of darkness that hates everyone and everything."
They married on the 6th of the 6th month, June, last year and decided to kill on the 6th of July. That gave them the 666 number, the biblical symbol of the devil.
They invited Mr Hackert to a party. Daniel Ruda picked him up from his home and took him to the flat, where they chatted and played music. Then, as Ruda hit Mr Hackert on the head with a hammer, his wife shouted: "Stab him in the heart."
Manuela said she saw the light in the flat flicker as Mr Hackert died. She took that as a sign that the "soul was on its way down there".
Daniel Ruda told the court: "I was in a state of euphoria." After the killing the couple drank their victim's blood and prayed to Satan. "We were empowered and alone," Manuela said.
She described how disappointed she was after the killing that she did not turn into a vampire, "because as a vampire I would not have needed the streets".
Manuela, an only child who loved animals, shocked her middle-class parents from the age of 13 with her punk haircuts and garish clothes.
At 16 she ran away to England, living first in London. There she told how she met other satanists and went to "bite parties" where people drank each others' blood.
"Men were always trotting after me," she said. "They were my blood donors." She then headed to Scotland where she worked as a chambermaid in a hotel in the Highlands.
When the hotel shut for the winter she lived with a 62-year-old man called Tom whose body was tattooed "like a leopard".
Back in Germany, she threw herself into the satanic scene, had her teeth removed and animal fangs implanted. On Halloween night in 1999 she dedicated her soul to Satan and promised to serve him after her death. That year she also met Daniel Ruda.
From the age of 12 he had felt what he described as a "lust for blood, the metallic salty taste" and had recently been searching for a soul-mate. The couple married in black the following year.
Some of Germany's most eminent psychologists have worked on the Ruda case, which has shocked a country with a growing problem of young satanists. The latest estimates put the number of followers at 6,000.
The cult is most common in the depressed towns and villages of the former Communist east of the country.
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and now im all freaked outtt, i didnt know people like that were reallll, and oh my lord why haki would you go over to their house, now im rethinking my future plans of living with random roomates because what are the chances that i end up being haki jr, WHAT ARE THE CHANCESSS, im seriously concerned, more concerned than the time my dad told me if i talked to people i didnt know on the internet theyd kill me, and also more concerned than the time my dad told me that if i talked the way i talked in a foreign country, people would think i was weak and sell me into the sex trade
hehe ok now ive given my self a good chuckle at the last part there
but one note; i would post their pictures too but theyre too scary and then id feel like they were going to haunt my blog or something, and i also changed the color of the parts pertaining to them because i didnt want them contaminating my blog with my normal blog colors
ok over and out
"Manuela, now 23, was first introduced to vampirism and the Goth lifestyle at age 16, when she ran away to London and met up with a secret colony of blood drinking satanists in that city's north side. Soon, she hooked up with lover Daniel Ruda, another would-be vampire and satanist. The two got married in a satanic ceremony and went to live in Germany, taking up the dark Goth lifestyle there.
Manuela and Daniel Ruda and their many Goth friends gave the El Diablo hand sign back and forth as a sign of recognition. It was a sign indicating their love and worship of their Master, Lucifer. It also signified their hatred of everything good."
and i was like, what the beep, what kind of LARP site is this, and then ir ead on and i was like, wait a minute, this is real? and so then i googled the name and i got:
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/germany/1383474/Last-kiss-as-Satanist-killers-are-locked-up.html
Last kiss as Satanist killers are locked up
By Toby Helm in Bochum, western Germany
Published: 12:01AM GMT 01 Feb 2002
TWO satanists who stabbed a friend to death because they said the devil told them to grinned mockingly at their victim's parents yesterday before being sent to secure psychiatric units.
Daniel Ruda, 26, and his wife Manuela, 23, who said she learnt about satanism in England and Scotland, were committed for 15 and 13 years respectively. Both stared blankly ahead as sentence was passed at Bochum, western Germany.
Judge Arno Kersting-Tombroke said they had committed a "terrible crime" in murdering their friend, Frank Hackert, 33, by stabbing him 66 times.
But he said the accused were "humans not monsters". Society had a duty to try to cure them of their severe mental disorders.
Manuela Ruda's final gesture was to make a satanic sign with her little and index fingers and inch-long black nails. Mr Hackert's parents sat holding hands opposite the killers.
Daniel Ruda, a car parts salesman, and Manuela, had admitted the killing, but said they were not responsible because they were acting on the devil's orders. "Kill, sacrifice, bring souls," was how they described the command.
The couple said they had chosen "Hacki", as they called him, for sacrifice because he was "so funny and would be the perfect court jester for Satan".
Throughout the trial, the Rudas showed off, appearing in outlandish costumes, flashing their devil-horn signals and threatening witnesses.
Daniel Ruda did the same yesterday, drawing gasps from a packed public gallery. The first clue to the crime was contained in a letter that Manuela wrote to her mother shortly after the killing. "I am not of this world," she said. "I must liberate my soul from the mortal flesh."
Her mother went to the police and accompanied officers to the couple's flat in Witten, western Germany, on July 9 last year. The shutters were closed and the lights were not working. But the police could see blood spattered over the bedroom walls.
In the bathroom there was a black and white poster of hanged women. Skulls, scalpels stained with blood, vampire teeth and coloured contact lenses lay scattered around. On the floor in the main room was a great deal of blood and a coffin in which Manuela sometimes slept.
The body of Mr Hackert, a former colleague of Daniel Ruda, lay among the chaos. Besides having been stabbed 66 times, his arms and face had been savaged with a machete.
A scalpel was lodged in his stomach and next to it was a pentagram cut into the skin. A note, which police believe was a death list of 15 intended victims, was found near his body.
The judge said the couple met three years ago after Daniel Ruda put an advertisement in a lonely hearts column. It said: "Vampire seeks princess of darkness that hates everyone and everything."
They married on the 6th of the 6th month, June, last year and decided to kill on the 6th of July. That gave them the 666 number, the biblical symbol of the devil.
They invited Mr Hackert to a party. Daniel Ruda picked him up from his home and took him to the flat, where they chatted and played music. Then, as Ruda hit Mr Hackert on the head with a hammer, his wife shouted: "Stab him in the heart."
Manuela said she saw the light in the flat flicker as Mr Hackert died. She took that as a sign that the "soul was on its way down there".
Daniel Ruda told the court: "I was in a state of euphoria." After the killing the couple drank their victim's blood and prayed to Satan. "We were empowered and alone," Manuela said.
She described how disappointed she was after the killing that she did not turn into a vampire, "because as a vampire I would not have needed the streets".
Manuela, an only child who loved animals, shocked her middle-class parents from the age of 13 with her punk haircuts and garish clothes.
At 16 she ran away to England, living first in London. There she told how she met other satanists and went to "bite parties" where people drank each others' blood.
"Men were always trotting after me," she said. "They were my blood donors." She then headed to Scotland where she worked as a chambermaid in a hotel in the Highlands.
When the hotel shut for the winter she lived with a 62-year-old man called Tom whose body was tattooed "like a leopard".
Back in Germany, she threw herself into the satanic scene, had her teeth removed and animal fangs implanted. On Halloween night in 1999 she dedicated her soul to Satan and promised to serve him after her death. That year she also met Daniel Ruda.
From the age of 12 he had felt what he described as a "lust for blood, the metallic salty taste" and had recently been searching for a soul-mate. The couple married in black the following year.
Some of Germany's most eminent psychologists have worked on the Ruda case, which has shocked a country with a growing problem of young satanists. The latest estimates put the number of followers at 6,000.
The cult is most common in the depressed towns and villages of the former Communist east of the country.
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and now im all freaked outtt, i didnt know people like that were reallll, and oh my lord why haki would you go over to their house, now im rethinking my future plans of living with random roomates because what are the chances that i end up being haki jr, WHAT ARE THE CHANCESSS, im seriously concerned, more concerned than the time my dad told me if i talked to people i didnt know on the internet theyd kill me, and also more concerned than the time my dad told me that if i talked the way i talked in a foreign country, people would think i was weak and sell me into the sex trade
hehe ok now ive given my self a good chuckle at the last part there
but one note; i would post their pictures too but theyre too scary and then id feel like they were going to haunt my blog or something, and i also changed the color of the parts pertaining to them because i didnt want them contaminating my blog with my normal blog colors
ok over and out
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