tonight was amazing

HERES MY TABLE OF CONTENTS BEFORE I FORGET MY THOUGHTS
- life
- team us
- jasmine, a buddy to build with
- purple flag
- fulfilling potentials
- ideas
- always learning
- book club


ok i had the best time tonight, you know how i have all my crazy ideas of the things i want to do? well like when we were kids i used to have a whole bunch of ideas too and when i was a kid like i felt like i could do all of them because i always had roxy and jaz as my bros who were like, yeah lets do itttttt

then i went to college and like i think i forgot that feeling, like the feeling of like, i dont even know, i mean i know what im saying but i dont know how to write it down, but like i think when i left for college like i stopped getting that feeling of 'i can do anything', and like i didnt come up with cool ideas as much, just because i was distracted by other things

but now like,man, now im backkkk, im back in portland and like jaz is here and like, i just build off of her and were like gonna start a team, we havent decided a name yet, but its gonna be so great

i just drank a pot of coffee so im trying to keep my thoughts straight, like it all started out when i was going over to help her fill out some of her baby shower cards to send out, and i had the idea of going to one of those 24 hour restaurants and just chilling with coffee and doing them but then it turned into something so much more, like i was telling her my ideas and she was like, yes lets do this, and i was like YES LETS DO THIS, so we made a pact

were going to try to enrich our lives with like knowledge and adventures and ideas and always have like something going on, were gonna try and be the best people we can be and like, start a bunch of projects together and start a book club and become persian partners so we can speak persian as our code language

OH AND WERE GONNA HAVE A FLAGG, for several days i was thinking, man why does no country use purple as its main flag background, welp, were inventing a flag, and were gonna pick like two emblems or something that represent us, im picking a rainbow and work them into each other in a cool way, and then thatll be our flaggg

ok so some of our ideas are like; we want to be entrepreneurs, and i want to start a band where we just rap about lyrics of funny stuff that happens to us in our everyday lives, just for fun so we can look back and laugh, and we want to create things

i have this cool idea for art, involving glitter glue, cant say more until ive worked out all the details, but yeah its gonna be cool

she wants to make little craft type things and sell them, which is a cool idea shes great at that stuff

and we want to work towards starting a non profit organization aimed at high school kids, that will be a long time int he making, but the idea is to always always alwaysss have something in the works

were gonna pack ourselves full of knowledge, like anything we can get our hands on, i want to know everything, but theres too much to learn in one lifetime so well have to really be dedicated to this one so we can learn as much as we can

oh i told her about my blog ideas, she liked them so i want to get the ball rolling on that too

ahh there are so many more ideas i just cant think of them all or remember them, i need to start carrying around like a notepad or something so i can write them down as they come to me

i feel really like alive right now, its so cool, its the same kind of feeling i used to have all the time when i was a kiddddd, i remember this one time i wanted to turn this fort thing into a pirate ship, and like make it ours (me r and js) and i had this cool feeling like that i could really make anything happen

oh yeah and i talked with jaz about being a yes man, like saying yeah to things just because an opportunity presents itself, because im sure that will lead to cool adventures and experiences

im so happpyyyyyyyyy, i love my lifeeeeee

ok now i gotta go coz i have to get up in 4 hours, but this is greattt, i gotta cut out sleeping from my schedule coz i have so much to doooooooo

also, i want to make people happy, and like help people, like random acts of kindness to make people i dont even know have a better day, but i dont want them to be random i want them to be like constant

okok that was my last thought, see you later my friends :)